oh hai~ I am in quite a situation.. help? T_Tposted Jun 12th 2009, 1:43PM
Mood: Anxious
Music: our truth--lacuna coil
well, how are all of you? Im.. err. doing okay.. its hard I havent got any money income in the past 2 months, and well, we are almost half way throught the month of june and I havent found a solution to me paying rent for july... IM supposed to get help form gouv, but I have nooooo clue if its going to be enough and what not...
so, well, just wanted to let you know, if you want to help I am , as always opened for commisions 8D
I also have some prints to sell, 3.00$ for 8 1/2 x11 prints 5$ for 2, 7$ for 3, 8.50$ for 4 shipping inculded
I take paypal
8D
on a more . well, how we could say? joyfull? but then again maybe no.. anyway I have be accepted to the reknown NAD center for an intensive 48 weeks of formation in 3D gaming modeling thingny.. I am uber happy .. the only thing is.. now.. how the hell am I going to find 18k Ill have top find a student loan.. but Ill have to almost double that.. taking in consideration that I already have a loan, annnndd that I will not be able to work during the time of the formation (a.k.a not being able to pay rent and bill) well yeah, make that a 35k loan my mother MIGHT co-sign for me but she looked kinda.. not wanting too much cuz its a very VERY big amount..so.. well. all in all. I might not go if I can't afford it.. so much for dreams heh?
*sigh* universities dont want me, work is nowhere to be found, recession, slow help for gouv.. amd Im all alone to fight the big society..
but what am I complaining about? I have health, so I should be happy no?
life isnt fair, we should shut up and get going
I love you all 8D
hope you all have a great summer.. I have no idea how mine is going to be
all things happen for a reason.. I will get throught this, positivism is key
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Ill have top find a student loan.. but Ill have to almost double that.. taking in consideration that I already have a loan, annnndd that I will not be able to work during the time of the formation (a.k.a not being able to pay rent and bill) well yeah, make that a 35k loan 
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